Hey guys, I normally like to keep the blog lighthearted and fun. But today I wanted to hop on and just write some thoughts from this week. I know it’s a bit different, so you’re welcome to skip this blog and move along lol. Anyway, nothing really significant caused this; I’ve just been feeling kind of down lately, and while I could definitely name superficial reasons for this, that’s besides the point. Life is full of ups and downs, and I’m aware of that. However, sometimes the lows don’t seem to compensate for the highs. Also, before I continue, I’m ok everyone don’t worry. Continuing, I’ve been at a pretty decent neutral lately, and I hadn’t noticed it at first. I don’t normally think about being ok, because I’m pretty sure most people don’t consciously dwell on their emotions (wow I’m throwing in some psych thoughts, yay introspection)? So yeah it was like being at the end of a roller coaster, a flat calm after you know all the excitement is over. Except, I forgot that it’s a cycle, so the end is just the beginning. Life has decided to start up and be a series of ups and downs again. The worst part of it all is that the ups are significantly shorter than the downs. There were a few days in the past week where I felt like I was on top of the world. Being around my friends made me so happy. Now we’ve gotten to the point where I just want to sleep all the time, and I’m just too tired to do anything. I’m not particularly excited for this ride, but here we go. At least I know I have people to lean on when I’m struggling. Ok we’re going to stop there, I don’t want to make this too sad. I promise that next time I’ll be back with something fun, bye!